Need a Word

I have an emotion / feeling I am trying to describe in a very simple way – leaving no room for misinterpretation.  To help, I turn to the Oxford dictionary.  There must be somethin’ in there somewhere… Let’s see…

Found it. Well sort of.  Not perfect but best I could find.  I don’t know, maybe not.

The difficulty of selecting just the right word that describes my complex feelings is, perhaps, complicated by additional competing behavioral conditions – the nature of which results in interference.  The symptoms I am experiencing tend to obscure rather than enlighten my predicament, like the principles of light gone wrong.

I am perplexed, puzzled, and uncertain – not good space to be in when seeking clarity.  The journey continues.